Dear God, the current me is a failure. I need to have my old self back so I don't flunk this quarter. I want my success to continue into this quarter but this shadow that's been hovering in my head won't go away.

I'm trying really hard to focus but I can't. I can't afford to wait until the day I come back home to recover. I'm trying my best to focus but these whispers in my heart is too loud. I tried to ignore it, shun it but it's not working.

Help me